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New Year From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (19 days old)

So now, on to the issue of convincing my mum to let me go to portsmouth in the new year, to stay with a guy i only know on facebook...… more

Wasted Away From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (19 days old)

So today was wasted away by bimbling, and walking, and killing time, i walk to town, to sneak a view through the offic to see her beautiful face, disguised by the lure of peanut butter, i drove away f… more

Dragons, Dinosaurs, Narwhols and Unicorns. From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (33 days old)

A Conversation. JmeSmoke : Do you have headphones on your computer? Emilymayv: no, only speakers, and dad won't let me have them on JmeSmoke : Ah, I see Emilymayv : sorry JmeSmoke : Tha… more

Cerys Matthews. Sorta From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (34 days old)

i hope so. just want to sleep, do nothing, well nothig productive but then...hang on, i want to find some lyrics to help me explain a lttle better darn it, cant find them oh well well, i s… more

Pyscho From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (38 days old)

I Won't let the Pyscho in me win.!… more

Honesty. Is it worth it? From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (39 days old)

By being honest, i have once again made things much worse than they needed to be, hiding the truth was one thing, admiting to betrayal was another. I Am hated for my honesty, just as i was before. Dis… more

Am I being fair? Is She??? From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (54 days old)

Confused. She says she will listen, boys in tow, but does she want to listen, or is she just seeing how screwed up my head is? does she feel, does she feel anything, or is this just a test? round 1 of… more

Yet Again the Black Sheep/Gay From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (59 days old)

Walking in to my college canteen, already tired and drained, a friend of mine, two faced and loud, looks up and see's im there, she laughs openly, sniggers at my sight, shouts out for all to hear, uns… more

Apple Pips From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (61 days old)

I Will not face distraction tomorrow, but sit, and smile, and draw, and make marks, right and wrong, there is no answer, just expression, i shall leave my own troubles behind, the day is mine to seize… more

Perfection From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (61 days old)

Perfection feels betrayed and sick, she feels that i dont trust her, she feels upset, and i have only myself to blame, amongst my confusion i have hurt another greatly, unfair and unjust, she does not… more

Random From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (61 days old)

A Hard day at college, distractions come to easily, but i smile, i made it, i was there, and i feel proud. Writing and Drawing, everything is there.… more

Muse From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (62 days old)

Another Sleepless night, The minutes slowly tick away and still i wait and i wait and i wait and my efforts become fruitless, more desperate with every tock. Hope fading further and further away, rage… more

Resisting Temptation From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (62 days old)

A Day by the river, talking, smiling, laughing, and i resist the urge, the temptation, and the hours tick by, and i watch as you feed the Swans, and i smile as do you, and it grows cold, and we sit cl… more

Emotional From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Writers (63 days old)

Emotional Writing, and deep felt fears, released on to page, ink, pencil, type. Words swiftly written, no thought to there order, driven by a passion, fear and excitment. a release to emotions, and de… more

An Author, Walter Moers From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in (63 days old)

I Love books by Walter Moers, so much imagination and energy, magical worlds and lands, creatures, concepts, books where i can truely get lost, dragged into, something for the imagination and soul. a … more

I Do not mourn the dead, I Mourn the living. From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (63 days old)

I Understand that when somebody dies, we will never see them again, so we mourn, and we all mourn in our own ways, different ways. never seeing somebody again, its a very big thing to deal with, to un… more

Purple From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (63 days old)

My hair it makes me happy, your presence it fills me with joy, knowing that you still smile fills me with warmth, another chance at college fills me with hope. silver lined clouds and beautiful dreams… more

Black Sheep... From Cherrydrops12TheEmu in Cherrydrops12TheEmu Blog (63 days old)

I Am the Black Sheep, the Rainbow Sheep, The Sheep that stands alone and away from the herd, drawing on them only for Warmth, Shelter. I Walk my own way, and i dream my own dreams. I Dream of the Ri… more