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  • the dancer and the genius.phenomenon

    He opened his eyes.... and he saw himself lying at the the feet of a giant. He could see upto to the giant's knees from where he had collapsed on the floor , the rest of the giant's body towered above the stonewalls into the sky beyond his vision. Around him ,all movements had ceased and the place quietened down .The silence and stillnes scared him, and embodied an imminence of further assault ."Mercy " he cried in pain and it thundered back from the lifeless walls in a thousand voices .Fear gripped him as the giant feet moved, retracting and flexing at the knees with studied deliberation that the bruising pain of earlier onslaught peaked and he blacked out.

    Gnarled fingers clutched his heart , it's curved tallons sharper than knives,poised to plunge into his soft flesh .Two green wicked eyes floated above ,directing the hand as they dug and tugged the sinews that surrounded his heart and as they were about to squeeze out the juice of his life ,he cried in utter helplessness and woke up. Anguish and pain of a life not lived engulfed him. He looked around and except for a gnawing thirst,he was alright. There were no bruises or wounds or physical pain other than a new awareness ,a feeling of new way of being which he was not able to fathom and memory of the attack faded and lost it's intensity.  Heavy liquids drained out of his skull making the inside much more brighter and lighter and he slipped into  dreamless sleep.

    Days passed and when he woke up,the silence unnerved him.He hid in the shadows and watched out for the giant . He was not so sure now whether he was dreaming or awake. And then one day early before day break,he saw the giant again nad he cringed. He sept no more but carefully tailed the giant, maintaining a distance asnot to attract the giant's attention t. He observed the giant ,who would wake up much before him and would be stacking and arranging the stones in some new order,an obssessive act of manual mortification the he found hard to understand. Sometimes , entire stacks of heavy stones that had just been hauled and arranged would be pulled down and the process would start elsewhere with another set of stones. What was the giant doing. He was not merely arranging the stones,the giant would first study the stones with concentration ,the markings and signs on the stones he seemed to understand.

  • the dancer and the genius .phenomenon

    Phenomenon

    Sheep wool clouds gathered around him. The clouds were always in his head, now they were outside. He floated among its giant folds and massive bearded gods rose from it's dying bosom and billowing again to lose it's shape as another massive form emerged to fill the effervescent space, a cycle that churned and churned and cleared his mind of the fluff that had clogged his head ever since he was born . White light flashed inside his head and he felt a lightness . His head seemed free and uncluttered. He opened his eyes and looked . He lay at the foot of a giant.

  • the dancer and the genius.phenomenon

    PHENOMENON
    Escape from the stone prison was impossible.
    Narrow pathways led to another, which lead to another. He ran.The stones parted and another path opened up . He ran at will into the stonewalls and they moved away from him. Then, suddenly from nowhere, he was met with a massive kick in his ribs , which nearly killed him. The massive legs reached out and sent him flying across the rock face.As if gripped by a massive wave, the pathways , the ground on which he had stood and the sheer walls around him went into spasm and then rushed forward sinuously, the rocks flying past backwards as he hurtled along disappearing pathways into a vortex that kept receding .He fell into the void .Sheep wool clouds swirled around him and he rode the fluff as he descended into the unfathomable abyss

  • the dancer and the genius.phenomenon

    “See those mountains, and those behind and those behind ?” “ Beyond those mountains and among the stones, lives a man who can help you learn”

    On hearing this,the eager seeker who wanted to know ‘everything’ set off on the journey to the land of stones. The place was farther than his eyes told him and so far away that many years passed before he finally reached the land of stones. These were not mere stones .there were mountains of it. Ranged east to west and north to south were massive boulders of different shapes and all sizes and reaching into the sky beyond his vision.,  Magnetic and mesmerizing the narrow pathways that  formed deep gorges between the hulking mountain drew him to the center  .He wanted to leave and ran out , but the gorge opened into another, and another,and another ,all so similar and stark like the one he had just left . He tried to climb out of the labyrinth but the menacing stones loomed above him into the clouds ,to the heavens . Escape from the mesmerizing prison of stones was impossible.

  • the dancer and the genius.phenomenon

    The word was phenomenon.I started on the wrong foot. Here, where I live, it's important to start on the right foot, especially if one were about to start on a journey of new learning, seeking answers to myraid unasked questions. Which reminds me of a parable  about 'a man who wanted to know everything'.

    A lost young man ,approached a wise sage whom he presumed could give him all the answers to nagging questions that crammed his head and gave him a unbearable pain.

    "Please, I feel like my mind is about to blow, please teach me everything you know".

    The sage neither acknowledged him nor did he open his eyes or  move a muscle, but the confused man heard a mystical voice ............"what is ' everything' when there is only maya?.

    He tried to find words to answer the question,but the sage did not wait for an answer and went on to say that he didn't know 'everything' himself and  said.....

    "To know ,one has to learn.To learn ,one has to find.To find ,one has to seek. Seek and you will learn and then you'll know". "See those mountains, and those behind, and those behind?." There, among the stones, you'll find a man who can help you learn and maybe answer your questions".

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